Everything was just fast last week. Did I really just go through 50 chemotherapy treatments?
And yet its a blessing that it went by so fast, and the main reason now why it seemed so quick looking back at it now was because of the relatiosnhips, friendships. So much love buzzing, humming around me this past week.
When I arrived on day 50, a surprise, a gift!
Oh yes, I am blessed and being healed by relationship daily, dear friends. Friendship within hospital, outside of hospital, eternal friendship with Him: all are so needed in my life and are valuable.
An answered prayer to see Jasmine again! Oh yes, the survivor-sister friendship still strong. I’m here next to you my dear and wish I could be there more for you.
I promise you, we’ll both escape from this hospital soon and get that Starbucks, live lives both inside and outside of these hospital rooms.
I’m so much more active these days. Active in the mind, active in spirit, active physically.
It’s such an answered prayer and truly feels like a miracle to be saying this only a couple days after a week of treatments. And I know its not coming from me at all this energy, this supernatural energy. It’s from Him. The sugar-glucous of my soul and spirit—
5 “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing
Oh yes, how I am seeing and believing and feeling deeper conviction in my soul that yes, this is so true. Without Him I am not able to do anything, that I would not be recovering so well from my treatments, that I would even have energy at all after my treatments. Incredible spirit. Incredible grace.
Health, well-being, is a gift of grace, hesed.
We must live in it and embrace it and expresss gratitude, deep gratitude for the moments of energy and clarity we receive.
Thank you, thank you.